The First Year of Grief: Help for the Journey
Lesson 1 - Introduction: The First Year of Grief
By Marty Tousley
Moments of Reflection
As you begin this first lesson, take a moment to ponder the quotation below:
"Grief will make a new person out of you, if it doesn't kill you in the making."
- Stephanie Ericsson, Companion through the Darkness
Dear Fellow Traveler,
As you take the first steps on this grief journey of yours, do you feel as if your destination is unclear?
- Do you know the length of your trip?
- Do you know how long it will take you to get there?
As you find your way through this grief experience, you will discover that there is no right or wrong way to do the work of mourning. There is only your way, and you must discover it for yourself. There is no magic formula, no short cut, and no easy way out. It is as if you are inside a long, winding tunnel whose entrance is closed behind you, and the only way out is through.
Will this awful pain I feel ever end?
Loss creates an emotional wound, but it is an injury that can be healed. With help and understanding, the pain of loss can be transformed into a challenging new beginning, and your grief experience can become a healthy, positive and healing process.
Why not just wait it out?
To make the process of mourning a healing one, you must go through it actively, which means moving through it thoughtfully and deliberately. Expressed grief can be worked with and released, but suppressed grief torments you in ways you cannot control. Healthy, normal mourning is a process of honestly facing the reality of your loss, coming to terms with its impact on your life, learning to access all available resources for recovery, finding meaning in your loss, and continuing to live productively in the years that follow.
How can I go on? ...When so much in my life has changed? ...With no control over any of it?
Every loss is a challenge to grow. But growth requires change, and change is often painful. When a loved one dies, everything changes, including you. Nothing is ever the same again. But you will find that in fact you do have some control, especially over the choices you make. You alone decide whether the changes you face are positive or negative ones. You can choose how you respond to grief and how you let it affect you. You can keep both your memories of the past and your dreams for the future, and you can decide not to give up on yourself and the rest of your life.
What can I expect in the first year of grief?
Death of a loved one is a highly stressful event, and the first year of bereavement can be especially intense and difficult.
- You must face and live through each of the four seasons for the first time without the presence of your loved one.
- All of the major and secondary losses attached to this death are realized and felt anew as you confront each important holiday, birthday and anniversary - including the first anniversary of the day your loved one died.
- Over and over again, through an entire year's cycle of events, you feel flooded with waves of loss and may fear that you are drowning. Many aspects of life as you knew it are irrevocably changed: your daily schedule, your social life, your roles and responsibilities, your financial situation, your physical, emotional and spiritual well-being.
How do I know if what I am feeling is normal?
Certain feelings and reactions in grief are normal, universal and predictable. But how you experience them - and for how long - is uniquely personal and distinct.
Grief is a normal yet highly personal response to loss. Neither an illness nor a pathological condition, it is a natural process that, depending on how it is managed, can lead to healing and personal growth.
Although the experience is unique for each individual, finding your way through it successfully requires some knowledge and understanding of the grief process and the work of mourning.
If you've had little or no experience with bereavement, you may be caught off guard and feel totally unprepared to deal with it when it happens to you. Not knowing what to expect, you may be wondering whether your reactions are normal and dreading what might be coming next.
When you're armed with an understanding of grief, however, and know what feelings and experiences you can normally expect, you are able to face what lies ahead more readily.
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Holidays and special days can be especially difficult for those coming to terms with the absence of a loved one. Even if you wish to pretend otherwise, the person who died will be on your mind -- and on the minds of others -- on special days such as holidays, birthdays, and anniversaries. Far better to create a time, a ritual, or a ceremony that recognizes your loss and allows the expression of grief...
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"Explaining the Funeral / Memorial Service to Your Children" online article by Marty Tousley
If this is your family's first experience with death, you may be wondering how and even whether to include your children in the rituals of grief and mourning for the person who has died. You may have many questions about how best to meet your children's needs at such a sad and difficult time. This article is intended to help you answer some of those questions. Read on here: http://www.griefhealing.com/column10.htm
Finding your way through this first year of grief takes great courage, but it may comfort you to remember that since the beginning of time, people have survived the most devastating of losses. Whatever loss confronts you, know that you can survive.
The lessons in this course contain useful information and practical suggestions to help you better understand and cope with what you're likely to encounter as you proceed along your way, to help you manage and get through what lies ahead, and to offer you the hope that you can rebuild your life without your loved one in it.
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Course Number 8; Lesson Number 1
Course Length: 24 lessons
Recommended Course Pace: weekly receipt of lessons